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Country: Japan
State: ...here...
Birthday: 11/17/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: acting...listening 2 music, I LOVE LINKIN PARK FOREVER! hanging wit friends, having fun...i dunno...doin stuff...
Expertise: heh heh heh...stupidity
Occupation: Student


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Wednesday, June 09, 2004

...BRUISED KNEES....

Sorry I havn't written in while...Itz exam week...Well two days ago, after school Ryan, Aly, Angie, Stuey, and Woody all went to skateland.  Oh wait, I have one question.  If your purposely crashing into walls, is you mental state alright???  Well ne way, this one lady said we couldn't skate cuz she had it reseverved for her yearbook club or watever, so we were bout to leave, but then this one lady working there said we could still skate so we did.  We were skating, then I started crashing into the walls just to feel the jolt of it.  It didn't even hurt anymore.  I kept doing it, then Ryan saw me and decided to help me.  He pushed me really hard into it twice, and I actually felt it.  I was doing it so much, I would have done it until I passed out, I really wanted to, but then Woody came and got me to play some game that didn't last long.  Then we were lying under the spinning light thingy in the center of it, and just staring at it.  It was hypnotizing...as I stared, it felt like the floor was moving...in circles around the light thingy...and I got dizzy...Then we left.  As we were leaving, I looked at my knees and they had pink dots on them (like the kind I got on my arms when I played volleyball) and later, they became these huge idential bruises.. And later when my mom and I went to the NEX, my knees started to hurt soo much.  But thatz ok. 


Tuesday, June 08, 2004

Basics:
Nickname(s): Monique...
Initials: MN
How old do you look?:  dunno prbly younger den I am I guess...
How old do you act?:  dunno...
Glasses/Contacts:none
Braces:none
What makes you happy? ....feeling wanted, special
What upsets you? concieted people, backstabbers

Social Life:
Best girl friend(s):  Monique, Haruna, and my Squishy, and Bob and Joe!!!
Boyfriend: Ryan
Hobbies: acting
Are you center of attention or the wallflower:...I'm not even a wallflower...
Would you rather be with friends or on a date: both!
Best hangout: prbly mainstreet

Who- People:
Have known the longest: frends in NY
Argue the most with:  dunno
Always get along with:  Momo, chrys...
Is most trustworthy: Monique
Makes you laugh the most:  Momo, aly
Most interesting to talk to: Momo, aly, drama freeks
Has been there through all the hard times: Monique
Has the coolest parents:................................
 Is the most blunt: Chrys!!
Is the smartest: Brian bowers
Best Mannered: Monique
Best Dressed:  hmm...depends
Most talkative:  Monique
Most Innocent:  Monique *couph*

Last:
Car ride:  yesterday to da NEx
Movie seen:  I juss watched Charlies Angels 2 again yesterday!!
swear word:...dont remember
beverage consumed: milk
Person you called: Cherrylen 4 chemistry help
that called you: prbly Momo
TV show watched: ....
Shower: bout half hour ago...
Shoes worn: my black chucks
Item bought: White Chocolate Mocha...yummy...
Annoyance:  my knees hurt...
Web page visited: xanga
CD you listened to: System of a Down Toxcity
CD you've bought: S.O.A.D.
Person you were thinking of: Ryan

Now:
What are you wearing: pjs
What song are you listening to?: none
What's the weather like?: rainy and sunny at the same time
Current obsession: gum wrappers...
Current Addiction: gum!


Talking To:

 

YOUR FRIENDS (most likely to...)

1.Fall in love:  everyone I hope!
2.Become a Wall Street stock exchanger: um... 
3.Become a doctor: Brian
4.Become a stripper: ...Rhea
5.Be seen in "Girls Gone Wild": ... 
6.Become a singer: Tuesday or Monique
7.Become a dancer: Monique
8.Become an actress: Me! (j/k probably Jaimie..)
9.Win on Survivor (and why):  Ryan, i dunno hes weird like that
10.Be the first voted off on Survivor (and why):  Me 
11.Become a computer nerd: Brian
12.Make billions of dollars by selling overpriced water to people in the desert: Tyler
13.Become a druggie: Tim 
14.Become an alcoholic: Monique (j/k!)
15.Be seen on America's Most Wanted: heh heh...  
14.Become the creator of a sleazy reality show:  Kamille
15.To become gay: ...Mr. Ulmer? 
16.Be on Jenny Jones: ...?
17.Host a show similar to Jerry Springer or Jenny Jones:...?
18.Be on welfare:  eh? wuts dat?
19.Get married first: Monique
20.Never get married: me
21.Have a perfect husband, a minivan, 3 kids, and a big house:um... 
22.Have 5 kids by different fathers: haha the girl in pe...
23.Marry a millionare:  i dunno
24.Marry a nerd: Monique
25.Marry a hockey/football/baseball player :  Kamille or Ilka
26.Marry someone they met in a bar: Tim...haha jk
28.Divorce more than once:  most people
29.Become a housewife: ick!  not me!
30.Become an avid coffee drinker: Brian
31.Become a raver: Woody
32.Become a police officer: Ryan
33.Fail high school: Tim
34.Never learn how to cook and/or use a washing machine: haha Haruna, jk
35.Become a comedian: Patrick
36.Be a good mother: Tyler  hahaha
37.Live in the same city they were born in: my NY frends 
38.Move to California: Monique
39.Move to New York: Me
40.Move to Hollywood: Me
41.Move to a southern state:  southerners... 
42.Become a farmer: haha
43.Become a hairdresser: Kamille, jackie, ilka
44.Become a sports star: dunno
45.Be a vegetarian: my mom
46.Wear only black: ME!!
47.Be the center of attention everywhere:  Libby 
48.Succeed in life only because of looks:  Alaysabu
49.Be forever labelled as a "dumb blonde": Aly
50.Succeed in life: Brian


Wednesday, June 02, 2004

I think I've lost my mind....


Tuesday, June 01, 2004

I disagree.


Monday, May 31, 2004

What does your name mean? I dunno, my middle name means the lily flower (duh! itz
Lillian
How old are you? 14
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? I think more than most people that are freshman, at least I'm not concieted
Describe yourself in 5 words: drama freak, honest, acting, loyal
What are your worst qualities:  trusting people too easily
What are your best qualities: dedication to drama
How long does it take you get get ready in the morning: an hour prbly


~SLEEP~
Do you dream at night? sometimes
Do you remember your dreams? parts of them
Describe one: um, i have really weird ones... I was with drama buddies in a war zoneand Monique was standing on top of a hill and a bunch of enemies were shooting at her. Then she disappeared and the techies were saying that she was dead, and I was screaming at them telling them that she wasn't dead. Then she appeared behing us alive. told u they were wierd
What time do you go to bed usually? usually 10:30-11:00
What time do you wake up normally? 6:30
What time do you wake on weekends? as late as I can
Do you find waking late nice or annoying? nice cuz I need sleep!
do you sleep with one pillow or two? two

~SCHOOL~
Do you like school? no
Why/why not? Our school is messed up. some r so concieted, others are pretty kool. All thru out the day I just sit there trying to pay attention without going to sleep and wait for drama to come...
Whats ur fave subject? I kinda like Chemistry Apps, itz kinda interesting... and World Regions, I don't like the subject but we get to do kool projects and stuff.
Most hated subject? Algebra, don't like the teacher
Do you have a fave teacher? um..does Ms. Schofield count? I know alot of people dont like her and she is kinda scary when she's pissed but I respect her cuz she does her job well and is very honest and direct.
Are you a math/science person or an english/drama person? Have I not made myself clear by now?? Guess...

~FRIENDS~
Do you have heaps of friends? not really, maybe, sorta
Do you have a best friend? Yea, Miyoko! aka Monique!
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? hmm...dunno really...probably more girl friends
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? yeah
Have you ever lied to a friend? probably
Have you ever stolen a friend's girlfriend? no

~FAMILY~
Do you like your parents? dad-no mom-yea
Ever run away from home? yea, but not serious run away, just run out to find a more peaceful spot
Ever thought about it? probably
Do you have any siblings? no
If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? don't got ne
How old are they? 0!aka I have none!
If not, do you mind being an only child? I hate it
Do you not get along with any of your family? um...
Do you have big family get togethers ever? not BIG...but when we visit the States

~RELATIONSHIPS~
Do you have a boyfried? yea
If so, are you in love with them? yea
How long have you been together? um...bout 4 or 5 months

~Morals~
Have you ever been drunk? nope
taken drugs? no
stolen? um...when I was like 4 years old, I was with a friend who stole grape gum and gave me some... does that count?
shoplifted? no
tried to commit suicide? yes
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? don't think so
gotten into a fight? yes, who hasn't? verbal of course...
are you more innocent or guilty? I hope innocent...
Would you date a drug addict? never
have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? no
Are you racist? no
Are you discriminatory to anyone? to the haters
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? Open

~Media~
Do you watch tons of tv? not that much
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? couple times
Do you listen to the radio often? no
Do you read the newspaper? no
Do you read magazines? yea
Are you a couch potato? not really
Do you use the internet too much? yeah

~Music~
Whats your fave style of music? Rock...
Do you play an instrument? piano...beginner at guitar
Do you sing? not in front of people
Whats your fave band? love Linkin Park ...System of a Down...American Hi-Fi...Sum41...NFG... The Used...lots of stuff to name...
Why? LP- cuz I relate to practically all thier songs
S.O.A.D.-awesome music, they are so insane and funny!!
Have you met them before? I went to a Linkin Park concert and American Hi-Fi...I saw Chester!!
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year. The Used, Red Hot Chili Peppers, 3 Doors Down
Why did you buy them? cuz they were practically free (12 cds for the price of one)

~Sport~
Whats your fave sport? swimming...like hockey...
Whats your fave sport to watch? none
Do you have a fave team of any sort? nope
Do you play a lot of sport? no
ever won anything for sport? no

~Looks~
Are you happy with the way you look? Is anyone?  Well, if you are, you are conceited!  Or not.
What would you change? I dunno, wish I had naturally straight hair...
Do you wear makeup regularly? nope, just eyeliner
Do you have a large wardrobe? sorta

~Money~
Do you have a job? no
Do you like it? wish I had one...
Are you a saver or a spender? both!
Do you work hard or slack off? both
Have you ever been fired? nope
In trouble at work? no I don't have a job!! 
Ever had money stolen from you? no, but someone stole my cd player and some cds in 7th grade!!

~Embarrassing Moments~
Ever snorted drink out your nose? haha no
Ever laughed like an idiot? probably
Ever embarassed yourself and pretedned nothing happened? yup, don't we all??
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? probably
Ever said something really stupid? yup, who hasn't?
Ever snorted while laughing? haha don't think so
Ever fallen off a bed? of course!
Ever sleepwalked? don' think so
Ever sleeptalked? yea, I screamed my friends name cuz I dreamed i saw them

~Thoughts~
Ever had funny thoughts and laughed and no one understood you? yea, all the time!

Whats the first  thoughts that come to your head while hearing these words?

cheese - has holes
rubber - rubber ducky...
clothes - studded belt
big - a big, dark hole
dress - a black one
jacket - warm
polyester -fluffy
kite -getting attacked by hawks (Monique!)
washing - washing machine



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